Fighting For Life

v1.
four years on
and she couldn’t love me
more if she tried
like every morning
some coffee is waiting
by my bedside
i stare at the mirror that hangs
on my bathroom wall
and try as i might
i see nothing at all
’cause this transparancy
is all that i feel

ch.
cause standing here
is some other guy
and who you’re seeing
is covered in lies
’cause you and me
are fighting for life
and i don’t know why

v2.
four years on
and i never thought i’d
be seeing you leave
’cause then i thought
i’d couldn’t be wearing
my heart on my sleeve
and out of this home we once shared
the life has been drained
i can’t help remembering
the smiles we exchanged
in this room
only silence remains

mid.
i pulled up in front of the
house you’re now living in
and stared at the window
that i guessed was yours
i never thought i’d be
sitting here wishing you
were still mine
still mine
four years on
and i couldn’t love her
more if i tried
more if i tried
god knows i tried